plans

plans..what comes to ur mind when u think abt plans? hahs...i just think abt giving up already when i just think abt it...somehow, i just don't go well with plans...everytime i plan, oh yeah, the planning part went well, definitely..i can plan *hahas* (i'm trained to plan) but, problem is that not all plans turn out fulfilled....esp my plans....hahas everytime i plan, i so can predict that i will totally not follow according to the plan after a few days..it's really a miracle if i can even follow that timetable for a week....but after that? nah..it just doesn't go well with my daily activities..hahas

there's a saying that goes "if u fail to plan, u plan to fail" it just gets stuck in my brain..i wonder y
oh yeah, but i planned?

studies, exams, the planning part just doesn't seem to work..i'm not trying to say here that u shldn't plan to study for exams..all the more u shld plan what to study for exams...draw up a timetable or smth..ya...it works for others..i don't c y it doesn't work for me *sighs* but ya...it's better to plan a timetable than motivate urself everyday forcing urself to study everyday....it takes alot of effort..but i thank God (: thank God for the peace and motivation to study (: heees...

sometimes, i just really thank God for putting so many rules in my life, putting so many constrictions..it's like even though i face laws and rules, my life just seem to get better and better...hahas amen!

the feeling of persecution can never be worse than having been hurt by ur loved ones...the meaning of carrying the cross and denying oneself is to suffer for Christ..ya. i don't mind being hurt by ppl i don't like...

agape