ho-hum

well well...it's been like 2 days already since i last updated my blog, 2 days of math paper so nth much to complian abt, or comment on..hahas yea, the paper were fine, so ya, i'm speechless abt it. well, i wldn't say i was prepared or wasn't scared for the 2 math paper, but thank God...really, everything went fine (: yups...what can i expect man...w/o paying much attention on my math and studying other subjs, i still can't guarentee an A hahas...yea, but thank God really. (: well another 1 more day and i'm gonna have my big break!! *cheers* mugging break that is..hahas yea, gotta really study....been slacking, i mean slacking, for like almost a week already ever since the ss paper ended...slacking during o's..man, imagine that hahas...record-breaking feat i must say... lols well, gotta really study hard this time. broke my streak this morning when i read 2 chpts of hist! hahs! *cheers* yea..slept super early last night, so woke up like super early this morning and read history, in the morning. lols so totally tired ytd, literally bored to tears and bored to tiredness...*faints* yea, i was that bored.

yes! i've also decided to format my old harddisk..hahs...it's nt big, just 8gb...but i think shld be enuff for games (: yea, gonna format my old harddisk just to play games..hahas i've dug up alot of old cds from my cd cupboard...yea, gonna really have a gaming marathon after o's hahas i am so looking forward to it (:(: yea, some cd's i've nt even touched it at all last time...prob due to age difference..hahas what i used to be interested last time doesn't really appeal to me now..like cartoon making, card making, right now it's just gaming gaming and more gaming...hahas..yea..contradictory that im a girl yea, but it's just a past time right? i still like shopping and hanging out...(:(: but no zoo pls!!!! no zoo!!!!! lols

well, ppl have been asking me time and time again what do i want in life. nah...it's nt ur usual friendster bulletin survey qn. but seriously, what do u want in life?

yea for some, it's good grades,good education,good paper work...what u want life, might indirectly be what ur living for. after all these goals are achieved there won't be anything to live for. sad. like they always say:learning is a never ending journey. u'll always have smth to learn and yea, so mebbe, that purpose in life to get smarter and smarter will never end, some how.

living my life, it's already been 16 odd years....yet sometimes i do not know what i want in life. nah, it's nt a good 'o'lvl cert.it's nt a good job.sometimes, it's just plain living for God, otherwise, it's just *blank* huh? what am i doing on earth?

yea but now i know. i'm not greedy. i just want other ppl to have happy lives. kinda fairy-take-like yea? it's so hard-achieving..prob i'll nv achieve that at all..tt's y i'm still alive. (:

agape