nightmare

no i didn't have a nightmare. i think living my life today is as good as one.

for no reason, i felt so stressed, then for no reason again, i felt so happy. mood swings again? i doubt so eh. ha. my mood swings aren't that terrible. lol. i think i'm over-stressed. again. and i don't know the reason man. that's bad. *sigh* but for one thing, i'm certain i'm not stressed over u. i've more of less given up. but there's still that lil part of me hoping.

win was telling me about his smu orientation. was so fun. *sigh* if only i cld do business or accounts or anything related to money. i wldn't mind going to smu. it's like so fun there! *sigh* but big problem is i can't do anything that's related to money. i'll just mess everything up. haha. *shakes head* but it's gd tho, minus out many choices. i don't have to choose from so many many. gd for me. i don't like to make choices.

honestly, i really don't know why i'm stressed. it can't be homework. ahha. goodness...homework is like so...lol. ya. and it can't be results. haha. i donno. *sigh* mebbe i didn't sleep enough. have been v tired recently. mebbe eat too much? haha!! that's a very high possibility!! LOLS. mebbe erm...laugh too much? haha. mebbe i had too much fun? *sigh* smth's really wrong. and i really don't know. mebbe like what rach said, subconciously u get the stress but u don't realise it. then in time, the stress will snowball.

mebbe i just need to get some sleep.