*sobs*

today all the lsn didn't come except for sansan and me. haha! san was still saying she looked spastic when sitting at the plaza coz no one was there haha!! yea. the other 3 lsners abandoned us. sad. erm. ya. and i'm not going chia's house 2mr for steamboat coz there'll be ppl coming over. so ya. sorry guys. another reunion dinner missed *sighs*

was supposed to prepare some stuff for church but ended up reading that korean story in marie's blog. yea. spent like 1.5hrs reading it. i shld be awarded some kind of a record-breaking feat!! the longest time taken to read smth! haha!! yea. it's worth reading. and ya. nearly cried buckets. *exaggeration* yups. but it's a real nice story. (:(: haha but i'll do likewise if i were her la. i mean..i'm not that lucky...(: *sighs* so sad so sad. i don't know if God's trying to tell me smth or not. haha

anyways, i was like super sleepy today. i slept on the bus to sch, almost slept during assembly. but since mrs lim was scolding us. and she kept using the word 'spastic' *shrugs* and since the guys in front were all sleeping, might as well pay some attention to her and heed her words. for that 1hr assembly period. might as well. and then it was civics, followed by physics lect, i slept, fmath lect i almost slept, that's about all. i wanted to sleep during fma tut but alexis tan was walking ard. almost slept on the bus back too. haha! yups. to sum it all up i was totally exhausted the whole day. to think i have a long day entertaining guests 2mr. *sighs* oh yes! i got to teach my cousin math 2mr too! *faints*

yea. had sfc today. finally went for sfc after one wk of break for me. hehs. there were like so many empty seats and so few J1s. sad. hahas. jeremy and jeremy are so lame. what loser flag -_-'' yea and nicola and i arranged to be in the same cell. haha! smart ehs. yea. then we had to write this testimony for life concert. haha. once chosen it's supposed to be read out during the concert to sort of like encourage others. but when i was writing my testimony, coz everyone had to write, it sorta like encouraged me (instead of encouraging others, it encouraged me tho) ya. amazing la how God works. (:

ok..i gtg now. have to prepare stuff for church now and then go sleep early. i really need my sleep. *sighs* need to pray for the upcoming even that's gonna be held in church soon! hehs. check this blog for more details.

it doesn't matter anymore. it really doesn't.