thursday

nth can be better than a gd old fashioned boring hol (:

yea, i hear so many ppl complaining their hols are so boring. i had a boring hol too. but i enjoyed it totally (: i guess it can really be called a hol when it's boring. coz that's when u feel totally relaxed. yups. esp when u haven't had a real hol since who-knows-when. yup and im so gonna miss this boring hols when sch starts cracking again.

i've decided. no more tutorials already. if alexis tan wldn't reteach summation, that wld be the end of me. haha! i'll just have to find myself a tutor or somebody or smth to teach me summation. *sighs*

finally, i decided to start working on marie's blog. haha. else it wld nv get started, period.

i think most ppl wld be so fascinated to know their own future. the future's smth that has this appealing force to make u want to know what will happen even after this minute. like when the phone rings, so many thots start flooding ur mind as to "who will be on the other line?" that sort of thing. haha.

as for me. i know my future's in God's hands (: hahas. yea. and i really find it so amazing to have this God who knows my future and everything. He's like my personal planner for my entire life. He has already planned it all out for me. haha all i gotta do is trust in Him coz He knows my needs and wants. (:

yea. sometimes, things can get a lil creepy. haha. like when i wanna know smth..eg: "is this guy the one for me?" haha! example! yea. then i'll ask God to give me some hints. and ya, truth is, i get disappointed sometimes. but oh wells. i know God has "THE ONE" ready for me. (: haha! yea. sometimes, i just don't want to take chances. sometimes im just scared that 'the one' God has prepared for me is not 'the one' im expecting. haha so i'm taking my chances. lols. which in fact, i shldn't be (: so that's just smth i had a lil fun with haha!! (:

i wanted a break, i asked God for a break, now i have it. i just feel smth's not right. maybe im missing u too much.