tired tired tired

haven't been working during the past week. haha i feel so lazy. and all of a sudden i have to start working again. not working in the sense like getting a job or what but working as in "kai gong le". must start getting ready for Bethel YA anniversary (: we r praying so hard that it'll be a great day (: yea. and also, cell's resuming this fri after the 3 wk break we had because of so many events that has happened. need to prepare word. yups. and tests are coming so soon! need to study!! ahh!!! zzzz...

i think i'll turn nuts soon. at the rate i'm going, like have a one-week break w/o much hw to do and then become so stressed the nx wk, haha, i think i'll really turn nuts soon. hehs. but nuts is gd (: monkeys like nuts (: haha!! ya. there u have it. i'm nuts.

today's sunday. today's mothers' day. (: i love mom. haha. yea. and i guess today changed lots of things. (:

oh yes oh yes. committee fasted and prayed for youth anni again. i nv had the habit of fasting and praying but it's just so awesome when u fast and pray as a grp and then u just feel so great because u know God's answered ur prayers (: well, not that He has already answered them, we don't know yet, but it really feels so awesome to just experience God. that's y i love prayer meetings! but i can't attend thurs' coz it's late, and i can't attend sun's coz of sun cell :( if only sun cell wld like stabilize then i wldn't have to like attach myself to 2 cells. yea. then i can attend prayer mtg, which i so miss it. :(

yea. if u can see how fast i'm typing this, u'd roughly know how stressed i am. haha! have so much on my mind now. so preoccupied with so many things. ah! i think my brain's going to burst soon. ah! *sighs* if only my brain were a lil bigger and more useful, then i wldn't have a headache. *sigh* as long as the youth anni is over, i can concentrate better. and i hope i won't have to get involved with this yr's zone retreat again. *sigh*

yea. and because i think too much, even when i'm walking, i tend to put the ppl ard me secondary. i'm so sorry guys if i stone too much everytime i'm with u all or even chatting online...yea. i can't help it either. life's not a bed of roses, even tho i may choose to slack and not do anything, but yea, i still have to take responsibility.