coz it's u

just doing a lil writing
i'd like to call my own
of whatever thots that come to my mind
i'll type it down on this notepad
maybe i'll add a lil of spices from my life
some thrills and spills
or a whole cauldron of boredom and stress
nah. maybe i'll just conjure somthing out.
so i'm just sitting here.
waiting for the cows to come home.
tired yes, but i don't want to move an inch.
it's 2 in the morning already.
i have a whole day 2mr.
still, i'm thinking. if only u were here.
looking at all the pictures
the smiling faces and beautiful hair
haha. yes. all the cute guys and good-looking ones too
i miss the laughter, the joy, the tears we shed together
i miss u calling me names and making fun of my hair
i miss ur songs and ur voice
i miss all the crap that we talked abt
i just miss everything that has happened
and will nv happen again.
coz ppl move on.
with new things and new environment.
a new character.
i wish we wldn't grow old.
even if we do,
i want to grow old with u.