slow

one week has passed.

accomplished nothing except for the fact that i learnt much during the youth anniversary.

guess that's considered an accomplishment.

it's so hard to get started on studying. already one week's gone and i've only like less than 21 days to study for common tests. it's like so lil time left. i don't remembering rushing to study for my o's even. *sigh* some how this promos thing has become this big part of my "to-worry" list. i've nv had to worry for my studies. never. until now. and i don't mean i'm a high-flyer. coz i'm not. i'm just satisfied where i am.

i hate to worry. worrying gets all these fits up and down inside me. i used not to care whether i passed or failed but why do i care so much whether i pass my common tests or not? *sigh* eoys didn't meant much to me either. so why all the fuss?

maybe this is the part where God tests my faith.

i don't know. i'm just trusting. even if it means putting my future and hope into God's hands. coz i know it's worth it.

whether or not i retain, 1 yr, 2 yrs, 3 yrs, i'm trusting in God. haha. or maybe i might even get promoted. oh wells (:

love u so much.