i don't care

Praise the Lord!! haha! i'm no longer sick!! (: yay!

after all that stress and tiredness and rushing here and there, finally i get to breathe again. haha!! (:(: thank God. (:

guess i really turned mad for the past few days. haha! i was like so awake even tho i didn't sleep much. thanks to that 13hr sleep for 2 days each. haha. can't believe i actually slept that much for 2 days. and today i just slept for another 12 hours. haha!! so pig! and no wonder i'm no longer sick. if i'm still sick. there'd be smth seriously wrong with me. haha. but ya, i'd better not sleep too much...else i fall sick. haha!!

45mins after i woke up, we went marche for lunch. mom's treat (:(: hehs. and i ate like a pig. so much, then rushed here and there, can't really rmb where we went exactly, just rmbed we walked here and there, drove here and there. ya. i bought a skirt. haha.

came home and 1hr later had to rush to bedok for the basic life seminar. ya dad said we had to go on the first day coz of registration. it was gd. yups. learnt smth. haha. and i didn't fall asleep. why? coz rena kept msging me. so waste money. if my sis is wrong, i'd have wasted $1.50 already. oh welllsss....haha but i kinda miss her. if she weren't in indonesia, she'd either be calling me, or on msn now. haha things are certainly quiet ard here w/o her. and then, marie's also leaving for brisbane. *sigh* it'll definitely be v quiet here in sg. haha! hmmm unless jo comes online that is...haha!!

if what written in ur blog is what u really feel and think, i'm afraid i don't know u at all. sometimes it's so hard to try to understand you. no matter how much i want to help, it'll all be futile. i guess, no one can do anything abt it now, it's just that smth in ur heart that you've got to change. coz i don't know. i really don't know.

sometimes i think of u. sometimes i wonder.

all i can do is pray.