going down

just talked to michelle on the phone.

again i think we talked for a while. i've been talking like so often on the phone these days. yea but for one it's a must. haha. yups. (: and i'm still sick.

today's the last day of sch. and jo's birthday too! wow that rhymed. haha!! yea. and hmms. but anyways, it's only 1230am. so the day hasn't really began. ha. guess i really got to pia for cts once my hols start and that wld be 2nd week of hols. *sigh* i'm always busy with unnecessary stuff. to think abt it, mom's right. haha. i always busy myself with unimportant stuff. lols. why.

went to jack's place after visiting my dad's fren. yups. celebrate my dad's belated birthday. then wow. wad a great idea. go jack's place on a day when i can't smell, can't taste, can't hear and speak properly. -.- like so wasted. ha. but i cld actually taste the food after awihle. coz i think if u mix the hot, the sour, the spicy, the sweet altogether, u can actually make ur taste buds work better! haha. think i'm crapping again, just like when i taught michelle chinese. WOW! ain't that amazing?! haha!! i think so too. lols.

hmm...

coz of some things that happened, made me think of this. what wld happen if i were to fall to my lowest now? it's like things are so quiet, so peaceful(in the sense), so relax now. what if smth were to happen suddenly. 50% of myself tells me i'm able to handle. but somehow the other half says i won't be able to make it. i donno. think i'm thinking too much. haha.

i doubt u'll ever read this. but ya.

everything feels so weird.

i think i over-laughed again. was recovering until marie made me laugh til my voice changed -.- well done.