sue me

and so i cannot criticise ppl anymore, that is with their names all over my blog. (: hehs. all thanks to mrs lim and ms chia, blogging has become such a serious issue is sajc. wow. i feel like i'm writing for the sch paper now. hah. it's practically the headlines man. everyday, they've been saying like "the www is a public place. it's for the whole world to see" and "don't think your blog is a private coz anything that's put on the www cannto be private" obviously what they say is true, but ya, which moron would write smth that's sue-able? okays. so maybe i'm one of them...

sa lost to aj for bball today. smth that's real sad. coz sa has been doing well for bball, getting into the tops. *sighs* it's the grouping that's y we didn't do well. so maybe we aren't really that gd after all, but ya, then again, maybe it's coz of the j1s. is it? ha. i don't know. rugby didn't do really well, so all's left is cricket and soccer and badminton? haha! (:

hmm...i think i've like got enough of bad news for a day already. been like taking in so much sadness already. not that i'm super sad or what, just disappointed, sad maybe. i'm always the last who gets all the news, haha, i don't blame anyone for that tho, just that my news are always outdated. but ya, knowing all these news are gd coz at least i'm still in touch with the ppl ard me (:

what raymond said is really true. u dont need to have alot of gd friends in your life. and even so, u don't really get to have alot of gd friends in your life either!

was complaining to lynn online during comp lesson the other day. i felt bad for doing so tho. not that i didn't listen during lessons but ya, i don't know. i just felt bad. prob i haven't been complaining for a v long time? or maybe it just got to me there and then.

i don't know whether what i'm doing is right or wrong. it just doesn't really make any sense to equate it to right or wrong. it's so hard to decipher. if i had a choice i rather this not happened at all, from the beginning.

seriously, i really don't know what to do next, where to start or when to end. all i know is that i'm super vexed with all these crap going on in my mind. it's like i used to be able to handle all these stuff but now, it just seems that i'm losing all my energy, and literally dying. guess that's what ps rachel wld say - drained.

i'm just waiting for the hols to arrive so soon, for youth anni to be over, and for everything to just subside. give me a break. it's like sch's already so taxing and PW is enough to kill me. NOW i know why when they said when PW's added to the timetable, u'll be so bz. NOW i know why...yea and i've got to catch up like a whole load with my friends. sch work's and sleep's not the only thing u need to catch up u know? u gotta catch up with God and ur friends too.

yea. and so my life's like so runned down. i keep thinking, as long as my purpose in life is complete, i'll be in heaven with God so soon. i'm really just waiting for that day.

i really miss u alot.