be that revival.

i don't want a revival. i want to be that revival.

had ldrs' trg at canaan today. didn't combind. just had the youth session. yea. shared testimonies and i thanked God too for what He'd done. (: really really nice. hehs. yea. then ps rachel was sharing that when we are so weary in our walk with God, it's because our lives have turned prayerless. then she went on to saying that we need that revival.

i was angry.

day in day out, we've kept saying we need that revival, we want that revival. how many yrs has it been already? i don't want to just want and wait for that revival to happen to me. i'm tired of praying time and time again for God to spark that revival. God's not gonna make that revival for me if i just sit and wait. nth's gonna happen. i want to be that revival. just wanting is not enough. smth's gotta take place. smth's gotta start first. and i have to start with smth to experience that revival.

i believe that i'm getting the revival. i've never in my past 16 years of my life experience so many wonderful things that God has done. i know that God is the same ytd, today and forever. perhaps it's because i've grown to be more sensitive to Him and more in tuned to Him that now, as i expect miracles, happenings in my life, i see great things happening. my life used to be so boring, so dead. everyday was just a passing by. but now, everyday, i can pen down things God did in my life. and i think that's way way awesome. if that's what i wld call a revival, it's just the start of many many great things to happen. the revival has just started in my life. and i guess, it all started after cet's prayer and intercession, after soul revolution. God is awesome (:

of coz, i didn't wait. i did smth first to cause that revival. i had to spend more time reading God's word, spending more time talking to God and just listening to Him speak to me, just dwell in His presence. and of coz, ultimately, it became a habit, a daily need to talk to God. it started in church, moved on to home and now, everywhere i go, when i'm not thinking abt work, friends, problems, i'm thinking about God. (:

it's not just about wanting a revival. u need to be that revival.

giving all glory to God.