number 600.

this is post number 600 and it means that i've been ranting alot the past few years of my life. haha.

some people will think blogging is a waste of time. i agree.

some people think bloggers are emo people who can't express themselves with people very well. that i don't really agree.

some people think blogging ruins ur life. not quite.

in anyway, be it for the fun of it or in a way to convey a point, blogging has been quite a part of my life because it's only then that i find the need to have inspiration and to put my life down in words. life's not all about how u live it but why u live it.

and i realised that words play a very important role in my life. words that are being said, words that are being typed, words that are being written, words that come to my mind, they are all very important to me because they convey a certain emotion, a certain tone. maybe i treasure too much on what people say and the words they say. in a way i'm bothered when people put me down, not a bad way but i try to improve. in a way, i naively hold on to promises that people make when most of the time they don't really mean it.

it happened for awhile that i started not to trust people but now i'm starting to trust people again because of the trust God has given me to trust in Him at all times and not to depend on people but to depend more solely on Him.

i trust u, definitely, but sometimes i just don't trust myself.