reflections 2004 part3

it's christmas eve tonight and here i am, writing the third part of my reflections for 2004
it's not smth u have to read, but it's smth that's been in my heart for a long time
the third and final entry.just a short one.so if u must, enjoy(:

when i look back now, i feel that my life's like so funny,so weird. the things that i've always been searching for nv came to me in the past, but now, it's always present but it's like smth i'd never want in a million years. *shrugs* and somethings in my life that i've been hiding and avoiding from keep coming to me, haunting me. lols. and that will have to be chinese. oh wells, i still have the fear of chinese. it's like a phobia!lols!

i really thank God for friends. ppl come and go in ur lives, but before they leave ur lives, they have indeed left footprints in ur heart. and almost everyone i've known did just that.was reading all the autographs i've collected during the past few months, some were long, some were 7 lines short,but they all mean smth to me.even though all of them agree on smth, which i will not say, which is also very irritating to read the same few words over and over again.haha!

i thank God for lsn, lsn is clearly made up of different ppl with different lives, believe it or not, think again.it's really nice to have a bunch of friends, always there for u for recess, chasing after the shortest queue in the canteen, looking at cuties, even though nh clearly has NONE, looking for teachers to ask qns before exams, doing really bo liao stuff that even the most boliao person wld think of, laughing at any slightest tickle. i think one of the best times in 4/5 was knowing u guys (: u really made the sun shine on me (: hahas! i have no idea what that means but ya! haha!

i thank God for my best friends and good friends! u know who u are, else i'll have to list quite a lot of names.haha! even though u ppl think i'm childish,lame,crappy,cold and -_-'' but u ppl played along anyhows, crapped with me,laughed at my zero-kelvin jokes, and even suaned me all the way. -.- thank God for u guys!

it's not quite a short entry as i've promised,but it's the last (: