ignite conference

today was just great. didn't go for conference coz ya was so super tired last night already. then woke up at 10. haha by the time i reach there the conference wld be half-way over already. haha! yups. but the night service was awesome (: just so awesome. i love conferences and worship services like that. if everyday there were services like that i think i'd be in heaven already :D haha!! (: it's just so awesome to be in God's presence (:(: ya. but i can't go 2mr coz my granny's birthday. (:

yea. was asking God so many qns earlier. as usual haha!! (: yea. i always love asking God many qns coz He always ans them. (: sometimes not immediate but He always answer them. (: yups. i love my God! :D ya. like y certain things have to happen. it's like it'll never change. but God can bring abt a change in ur heart and the things u do. u may feel hurt coz of certain things that happened in ur life. but hey, don't wallow in self-pity. it won't help. saying things like how stressful u are, how many problems there are in ur life won't help to lighten the burden. leave it all to God. things won't change but hey, at least u can count on a God when the problems arise right? (: yups. i love my God so much! (:

it's just so hard to put on a brave front when so many ppl ard u are counting on u. it's so hard.

there's got to be a reason for that tear amidst the smile. and i know it hurts.

u have no idea how much i miss u.