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today's pretty much a boring day. it's a saturday all right. had to wake up to do my fmath hw. and oh, how much i hate it already. it's only the beginning! c'mon! it can't be that bad right? yea. i'm trying to survive thru trigo now. i love math. but pls. i just hope after the 3 months there won't be anymore trigo. ahha! and ya. i'm just trying to slack my way thru jc. which is like totally mission impossible.

was reading the papers this morning, surprisingly, actually only an article of the whole stack. yea. it was on where God was during the tsunami attack. it kinda caught my attention coz usually u don't see that kind of God-thing talk on the papers. yea, coz Singapore's a cosmopolitan society and we have to be tolerant of other beliefs and stuff. okay so maybe i'm wrong. i don't read enough of the papers. haha!(:

yup but if one cld have the freedom to write whatever they wanted for the press, sg wldn't be enjoying peace and prosperity now. like the saying goes "the pen is mightier than the sword" it's true tho. yup, sg is certaintly under some kind of propaganda haha. apparently not all letters sent to the forum are published ya? okay. if i say any more i think i'll be pressed under some kind of charges. hees.

yups. was reading past entries of my blog. so many of the entries didn't leave a mark on my mind. it's like after i've written, most of the time, i don't rmb wad i wrote. ya. but ever since i've started blogging, esp on opendiary at that time, writing has been part of my life. like i can't stop writing. when i'm bored, it's writing that first comes to mind. when i'm down and out, writing comes to mind. when i'm happy, i write. i guess it's just another form or expressing oneself. considering the fact that i don't talk much. (:

sometimes i just feel like writing for the press haha! that's one of the reasons why i prayed to get an A1 for my english to enter mass com. but i guess. i can still do mass com in the uni. coz God has a plan for me to be in sajc. so the pact's not counted anymore. haha! ya, but anyhows, i won't stop writing. not until i die. (:

it just feels so gd to realize God's gifting to u. i don't consider it that i'm gifted or anything with the pen. but ya. it's like something God gives u to take care of it. like the talents the master gave to his servants and they multiplied it. it feels gd to know that what u've written encourges someone. even if it may be crap to u. i may feel gd abt it. but all glory be to God! (: