lesson learnt

i started complaining already the moment i knew i wasn't in s31. and now, i shall continue.

i woke up with a weird feeling. yea, the aching and all that, my mom had to call me like a million times before i finally forced myself to wake up. but that wasn't the weird feeling. it was this strange dream i had. no, i didn't dream abt monkey. i'd be sick if i dreamt abt him TWICE. but ya, it was so clear and i cld almost feel it like it was real. rather it was coz coincidentally my mom shook me tt's y i cld feel smth. oh wells....

i went to sch sad. haha happy at first. coz i took the 6.50 bus, i reached sch early. half asleep. then anita and san were pointing towards weiquan, so i thot he asked them where i was coz i asked him to pass me geog notes coz ytf happily threw them away and rena was in need of those papers. haha. ya. then haha. haha. lols. nvm. so lsn. =D

then we had to line up according to our classes, but thank God s21 was just beside my class. i think w/o weiping i am as gd as dead. no one to talk to, rather w/o raymond i'd just stone and dao everyone else in my class...and everyone wld say that "hey u looked rather dao in last yr. but now u look so crazy." sounds familiar? hahas.

yea. then kingdom time we got to know our names and stuff. i think og9 at that time was so much MORE FUN. not to mention, i had more fun with og11 than s14. i miss s31 totally man. i just wished they wld like force them to take the same combi in the same sch from 1st intake onwards. *sob* oh wells..but i got to know a few normal girls in my class. (: like yilin, shane(girl) and jiaying, but jiaying was my pri sch classmate. hah. i didn't bother to know the names of the scholars. can't be bothered. they looked irritating.

anyways, i had my fair share of laughter when we had to go to lt4. i saw this prc carrying an umbrella while walking up the slope. like -_-'' hallooo? *faints* and they love to wear their socks and shoes. they can't wear their shoes w/o their socks. when we were playing station games outside, they wld get ready their caps, sunblock and sunglasses. not even shades. sunglasses. prob they wld have also sprayed their repellents and stuff. but im being mean here.

it was kinda fun getting to know the EIGHT normal ppl in my class. because for the rest, either they were too dark or too light. and if u get it gd, if u don't, too bad. the normal ppl in my class are act quite cool and they aren't nerds. well, haven't really seen them in action yet, but i pray that they won't be nerds. the prcs and scholars are bad enough. i need normal ppl. normal ppl like me to be my classmates. else i'd just drop comp and take econs and go to weiping's class. since her class is so much more enthu. and they have more normal ppl.

for so long, suffering with chinese, like i have a phobia of chinese -.- finally i can escape, but no! prcs in my class...abt 8? *wails* like hello? i didn't do well for my o's. hello? y scholars in my class? y dont just make s11 a scholar class?! y s14?! ya, 5 100s passed before 51 came. like -_-" but anyways, i was happy to board the bus. the aircon was allright. BUT. this grp of CHINA men boarded and they were talking so loudly. i almost cried on the bus.

i really can't stand chinese. esp chinese with the slang. ahhhh!! i think im going crazy. but ya, God told me this: if i can't stand chinese, the enemy can just put me in a cell with 1 talkative china person and i'd die of madness that night. whio the enemy is i don't know lah. but it sounded so true. so useless of me to just die in front of 1 talkative mad china man. so cmi.

i cld have just complained my way thru j1 and not knowing how much wrong i was doing, but God made me realize my mistake early. so early.