stressed

this is getting no where.

all of a sudden i feel so stressed. i don't even know why i am stressed. i got into sa. so no probs with sch. i can pretty much cope with my studies. and w/o cca and 2 wks w/o lessons, no probs there too. i get along well with my frens, no relationship probs.

church's all right. i'm able to prepare word by fri night for sun's cell and prepare cell schedule. how much brain power do i need to prepare cell schedule? zilch. word shld be all right since i've been doing it for months now already. youth anni meeting hasn't really taken flight. nth really much for me to do yet.

don't tell me what i'm stressed abt here is me nt getting enough sleep? that's dumb. -_-'' arggghhhh! but ya. i just have this tingling feeling in me that is stressing me. man...

today's the first day of sch for 2nd-intakers. no orientation yet. just the usual subj talk and what not. they did the same thing on the first day of sch for 1st-intake. super boring. i was so bored i smsed rena and weiquan. all right. the situation in their schs weren't that gd either.

rena was criticising everything in jj. like how rubbish the talks were. haha. she had like 7 talks in a row before having a break at 1?

yea. and weiquan said nj was nt nice, nt fun and boring. haha! i wonder how jo survived thru her 1st 3 months man. guess the ppl there are as boring and nerddish as her. =/ lols.

sa wasn't that bad. at least i cld joke with my og mates. so sad. og9 was split into og10 and og11. *sigh* but we stayed together during break and in the lt too. (:

after sch went nh for lunch. sansan had np anyways. came home and bought green apple ice. saw pearlie on the way home. then ya, there was this house on fire near my flat. i think it's the first time i've ever seen a house on fire after this 17 yrs of my life. sad right. and it's nt really a fire either. cldn't see the flames and everything. all i cld see was black fumes polluting the air.

i wasn't hungry. just stressed probably. or u wld like to call it tiredness. then i cooked. hah. i realized that when im stressed, i find cooking so fun and attractive. i didn't cook a 9 course meal or what. just took some jap chicken from the freezer and cook..seaweed chicken..ya. wanted to fry egg but mom needed the eggs for dinner. ya. my cooking improved. now my food tastes edible (: think in time to come i'll be frying noodles or smth. that's if im that stressed. haha!