wheEee~

it's finally the end of the week (: and yes, it's back to sch. and my supposedly-hot-water ain't hot. *sighs*

*yawn* im tired now. church was great (: it's always great to be in church (: hehs. nth cld be better than being in church. nt even sleeping man, im tellin ya.

the whole zone 2a gang didn't go home together coz after 3+9 training, they all went for eunice's grandma's wake. yups. i didn't go coz i was wearing orange and i cldn't go either: there's sch 2mr and mom won't let me go home late on sundays. yea. besides, dinner was waiting at the table for me. lols

went home with cherie and cherie's sis, jaslyn. coz cherie has block test 2mr. haha. elit. lols. yups. then on the mrt, i was sitting beside this guy, then he started talking to me. he kinda asked me qns which i myself nv really thot of like my future and stuff. yea. the future, i said, to me was just a black space. but i think, after today, i see some light in my future (: haha! yeaahh~

as i was saying, this guy. haha. nt a handsome one, pretty middle-aged, dont worry he ain't a stalker or anything. man, i'm blessed with God's angels to protect me okay? yea. he's a social worker. christian too. yups, we just talked until the train reached clementi.

it wasn't until i boared the bus home that i realized, hey, did God really answered my prayer? yea, and my prayer was that "...God, what is Your will in my life? What's my calling? please give me an obvious clue..." haha. it sounds silly esp the 'give me an obvious answer' but yea, that was my prayer. haha. but still i want another obvious clue to whether that was really my calling. i mean, it's nt everyday u sit beside a social worker and he tells so many stories to u right? haha

why social worker? i think as far as occupations are concerned, i don't really relate to most of them. like doctor? ughhh. yea. and sometimes, i wanna be a cartoonist, an engineer, an architect, a program designer, a graphics designer, an author, newspaper journalist...the list nv ends. but all these are just my interest. they aren't really what i want to be doing for a living. i mean, u WILL run out of ideas to design graphics one day. our brains are limited.

i guess i just like to listen to ppl. help them. and just be there. that's really smth i wanna do for the rest of my life. (: and i really want to go help out in the bsc after my a's. that's if i even manage to pass my promos. LOLS

i feel so bad for kailing. haha. i think i really need to stop my suaning immediately. gonna see kailing 2mr, perhaps, to visit hadley. haha. ahhh shouzhen!! stop suaning!!

oh ya, marie wld be pleased to hear this. i spent so much brain power and time in thinking abt her blog designs that i kept wearing orange. -.- my frens noticed and i think they wonder y i wear orange like everytime. oh wells..

and jo's wasting my sms now by nt coming online. she claims that she'll get electrocuted. -_-''