lala~

hehs. going for p6 camp l8r. don't miss me while i'm away! haha.

well, i'm ok lah. decided to "let go and let God". hehs. so many things stressing me out alr that i'm close to falling sick. haha. but i'll not fall sick!! i can't afford to! i still got to study!! hahahahaa....crazy...

yea. going church soon to do the publicity for 2mr's christmas party. i hope everything will turn out alright. well i hope. *sigh* haha. nvm! trust in God! haha....

well, i was super disappointed when i cldn't get the money for the edusave bursary award. BUT. i got this good progress award. ROFL!! it's like so funny. coz i failed phy. k mebbe i'm like the bottom of the top 15% that's y i had the bursary thing but good progress award. hahahah. i think my chinese probably did worse than my physics then. lol!

oh wells. just wanna thank God for the $200. (= yea.

oh man. i feel sick. haha.

yea. my song is not completed. it's, i'm glad, at least 1/4 done. haha. just that the words aren't fitting and i can't find the right words to fit in. and worst of all is that i nv read any books abt song writing and all that. i'm really writing on my own. haha. but, but!! the very reason i decided to write winny's melody was coz i felt moved by the Holy Spirit. so i believe that this song will not totally be a work by me but by the Holy Spirit. yea.

i mean it's like a challenge for me. coz ever since i came back from church camp, i hadn't been spending time with God in reading more of the Bible and christian books but God has been speaking to me about alot of things. He's really like a friend who speaks as and when He wants to. obviously i find it weird coz i'm not doing my part of spending time with Him. but He still speaks. (=

but then again, everytime God speaks, i got to obey. and it's so hard. haha. but i thank Him for the strength He gives me. i really got to lean on Him for strength and faith.

so ya. i pray this song will be smth that ministers to ppl who listens. and i know it'll only be a few. ahah. coz i'll only share it with like 1 person? ahaha... yea.