it's all over.

u were the reason my life changed
so much of an impact.
u were the reason my life took a turn
i never knew u were so important.

well, had zone gathering at lynn's house today. went pretty well, except i couldn't enjoy myself fully because i'm still recovering. tiny bout of flu left, which is very much irritating. haha.

we were watching this play called eternity, and it was on heaven and hell. it was meant to be interesting but it only left this very important qn hanging in my mind: "if i die today, where will i go?"

it wasn't a qn asked in the play, but it was a qn caijie always ask for street-e. and i wondered where will i go. it seems an easy qn but sometimes i find it hard to answer. yea.

well, a promise i had been keeping for the past 4 years of my life was broken so many times this year. i knew the consequences yet i ignored the warning. i'll probably never know why the consequences but i know that God will never leave me.

i couldn't sleep on the bus home even though i was very tired and it was a long journey. alot was on my mind. for some reason, God gave me a scenario. He assured me that He will never leave me nor forsake me just as i would do for someone i care about.

yea. but it's too late. i procrastinated way too long.