happiness.

there came a point of time in my life when i was determined not to cry anymore. how silly. haha. and it robbed me of my emotions. while girls are emotional beings, i experience all the ups and downs but i never display them. i guess i'm only left with 3 different expressions: happy, sad, angry.

while i'm almost never angry and hardly very sad, i'm happy most of the time. haha. and it doesn't mean i don't feel touched or appreciate others. it's just that my expression doesn't change easily. haha. how hard i try to cry when i'm touched doesn't make a difference to my face. but stories that talk abt humanity can easily stir my heart and make me cry.

many ppl think i'm cool upfront because of the way i carry myself. i'm always in a happy-go-lucky mood and ppl think i'm problem-free. haha. i'm glad that's the impression ppl have of me because i'd hardly be on their minds among others who have problems in their lives. i'm just less one burden. haha.

i love my friends. they have become a part of my life that influences, directs and growth. most of my time is spent with friends, with people. i know even the simplest of actions can make an impact in someone else's life. i don't know how much of an impact i've been to others but God knows. i'll just have to continue to bless others (=