You're like the rain that falls

sometimes u come to think that ur friends aren't all that. and in fact, one of the greatest disappointments in life come from the people closest to u. not that i'm utterly disappointed with anyone now, but this thing just struck my mind last night; that there isn't anyone u can trust in this world but God. people will fail. i'll fail too. that's why we can even get disappointed with ourselves. but have u ever got disappointed with God before? never, because God never fails. even when He doesn't answer our prayers, we know for sure that everything is under His control.

we get disappointed when things don't happen as we expect them to be. we get disappointed when people don't live up to our expectations. we get disappointed when things just go wrong. we get disappointed with ourselves when people don't see us the way we all think we should be.

but i guess, enough is enough. there're times to wallow in disappointments and to figure things out. there were many instances when thoughts came to my mind and i just brushed them aside because i feel too disappointed to show concern to others or just be a friend. it sucks especially when u know people are disappointed with u and u keep putting up that front that u just appear nonchalant.

it's time to start working; to start doing things i want. even though it may seem like a waste of time, at least i know what i want for now. and some things will only happen for a season. time won't wait for u to make things happen.