prayer

i said a simple prayer.
maybe a few sentences.
amen.
wondering if God would answer.

well, it has been a busy week, a busy hol for me. thinking about LOADS of stuff. good and bad, making decisions and even setting my heart right. *sigh* if it wasn't for the bus trip to church camp i'll probably be super heart-brokened now. haha. yea. guess it just wasn't meant to be? but my 1-more-year pact with God isn't up yet. i've yet to see anything. ok, so maybe i did see the signs and stuff.

then again, deep in my heart i know the answer. i know His will. i just need a confirmation to confirm my disappointment yet trusting that He will provide smth better. after talking to regina today i realised smth. yea. act i realised it long ago, but this seemed like worse than what i realised. the truth always hurts tho. but if it's God's will, it's God's will and it'll be the best that God will have for me. that'll be the prayer i said today, the same i said months back.

but i thank God for making me a guardian angel to someone. haha. knowing like what to pray for and at the exact moment to pray for the person is really smth cool. may find it a coincidence but once u know that God is working, it's real cool. aha. that's what i like about prayer. prayer works miracles and the best part is that God answers them. He's never failed me thus far. haha...