awsome

haha. and i'll never get tired of using this word man. God is just so AWESOME. (=

synergiz was great. haha. sad that 2mr is the final day and of the final day of the hols. oh boy. block test is on MONDAY!!! haha. but whether or not i regretted going for synergiz and not staying at home to mug? i don't regret a single bit. God is far more impt than my studies. to ace all my subjs yet live in bondage and not be free in the presence of God is not what i want. this world is not my home. i know my future lies in heaven where i can worship God everyday and FEAST with Him! haha.. that's so what i'm looking forward to man. and all this can't be a lie because it's real. God is real. if there's anything to explain the miracles that happen in my life and the reason why tears flow everytime i feel the presence of God,the amazing things that happened in my life and the healing that took place in me, it's because God is real. no doubt about it.

to say i'm a fanatic, is just so wrong. a fanatic, is a person motivated by irrational enthusiasm. all these can't be irrational enthusiasm. i've thot thru with my head, my spirit, my heart. only God can explain all these.

today, God showed me that that leadership is more than just helping, more than just serving. it's really all about ur members. w/o members u can't lead. w/o members, leaders are just but ordinary ppl. leadership is all about the ppl ur leading. it's all about the ppl ur leading.

God is just so great to me. He's just so awesome. so merciful. His grace is really sufficient for me.