sick

haha. haven't been blogging for a v long time alr. not that i had nth to blog about but i had no time to blog. was v tired and sick for the past few days. *sigh*

well, past few days have been pretty stressful. been studying at night and doing my tutorials. haha. shocking eh? ya. but i decided i shld study coz BT1 is only 2 weeks later. that's why i've been bz online at night and sleeping v late and feeling super tired in sch. haha. all because of STUDYING!!!

didn't bring laptop to sch for the past few days. only brought on mon coz they requested. yea. and they didn't play much of the league either. prob that's y i decided not to bring anymore. hmms.. ya. and probably i won't bring it nx week either. coz i've got to start studying - not mugging - to attain my 100 marks for math!! ha...

was v tired on thur. almost fell asleep during prayer mtg and i didn't really have the mood to pray either. sad right. but later, God was good. He let me rmb alot of things. the one thing He made me rmb was my late-grandaunt. truely, grand-aunt was saved before she passed away last yr. but she only re-accepted Christ on her death bed. just moments before i left the hospital at night. through that experience, God made me see the reality of death of my loved ones and that was the 2nd death i had seen last yr. it was heart-wrenching for me initially to accept that ppl ard me ARE dying each and everyday. and because of that, i dont want my friends to go through the same thing in order to receive Christ. i want them to grow in Christ and experience the same love God has for me. that was after God showed me pictures of my friends on the hospital bed, semi-conscious, unable to talk/move.

come friday, was starting to feel sick alr. met deb at macs and had follow up with her. was good coz learnt somethings from her that made me understand how to lead my cell better. haha. good la. and i'm supposed to go visit her cell 2mr but i'm feeling pretty sick now. hope 2mr i'll feel better..hmm..then i'll be able to go youth also. hmms...

haha! then i slept 13hours today! woo-hoo! so happy mom didn't wake me up. haha. mom has been really nice to me every sat by not waking me up. haha. guess she must know that i don't have enough sleep everyday. hees. yay. but i'm still sick la. can't do my 9233 at optimum speed. haha...