the end

prayer mtg today was great (= was really great. i can't deny how much God made me hunger for more of Him. (=

well, during svc, george told me alot of stuff. i really respect him man. even tho sometimes he's just so crappy but ya. the things he has imparted onto me. i really appreciate them alot.

then God reminded me abt certain things He wanted me to do. He told me i cannot have a strong relationship with Him if there's a broken relationship in my life. i'm not able to love Him 100% if i'm not even able to love someone who's close to me. i needed to set this right. i can't just ignore it. i tried for a week and then God reminded me to settle it.

God has done alot for this friendship. i haven't done my part as a friend. He's trying so hard to bring us back together when we keep saying "God it's not possible"

i wonder where i got the courage.
it was so hard.