happy happy happy

hahaha...i'm happy because i've finished my coursework. finally got it done.

the start of the week hasn't been a good one, and it probably will be bz bz bz and maybe with not gd surprises. i hope i'll be able to wake up on time 2mr. *sigh*

ytd was a horrible day, yet great. everything went wrong. haha. woke up late, it rained, bus broke down, went home late, ate cold dinner. actually i blogged about this ytd but the server was down and so my entry was late. haha. i didn't really feel lousy ytd. i was still smiling when i finally reached home. maybe it's coz i felt the excitement in me? haha...

today didn't have a gd start either. i woke up at 6am. that's like only 5 min before i'm supposed to leave the house. but thank God the bus was fast today. i reached sch earlier than usual. haha. amazing right. maybe it's coz i've been spending too much time on homework that i sleep exceptionally late now. *sigh* it's all because of this balance in me that says i have to play as much as i work. haha. oh boy. i think i get stressed up easily. haha

there'll be bible emphasis week from wed-fri that's why i'll be bz this week, and to lead prayer mtg on sun, oh God. seriously, i don't know how to go about doing it, but i know ultimately, it won't be me leading the mtg but God will be.

i was thinking of taking a break during june. i wonder whether it's really smth i need to or that i just want to get away from everything else. the cell will be moving up in june. yea. i was thinking of taking a break. but, we'll see how it goes (= God has lead me thus far, He'll continue to lead me.

was telling laureen that day that i've always been doing v impractical stuff in my life, doing things that i have the passion for and not doing things i should be doing that are and will be practical in my life. but then, i thot of it again, who says practical stuff are always correct?

it's impractical to be a christian because
1.u can't see God.
2.ur life will be problematic.

yet, there are so many christians in the world! ain't that ironic? there are govt leaders who are christians, politicians who are christians, lawyers, doctors, even scientists. y will all these "great minds" be so 'dumb' to be a christian when it isn't impractical? haha...

... that's because God is real. God has been real to them.

Then Jesus told him, "Because you have seen me, you have believed; blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed."
John 20:29