my, oh my. wad a lie.

was just browsing the web in school and i found a wonderful webbie! haha!! it's www.online-literature.com a very cool web. it's actually a forum where ppl discuss abt all kinds of literature. i like i like. cool writings and stuff. tho i don't really agree with whatever they like, i enjoy the wonderful link of words they make.

before i embark on my coursework, again, i have abandoned my summary and aq for this and it better be worthed the mid-night oil. my eyes aren't doing well either coz i haven't been sleeping well. and they hurt, like all the time.

coursework, o coursework,
when will i ever live to see the sun again?
feel the morning heat,
whilst i'm stuck
here in this cold computer lab.

that was cliche. haha.

besides stressing on the fact that singaporean girls can't think, i think most singaporean youths can't think either. haha. ok, as i widen the scope, most youths living in singapore can't think. and i don't mean how long u take to understand a s paper math qn or how well u write an essay. but thinking deeply. that's smth which is VERY lacking in youths, and i do not deny i'm one of the majority. perhaps it's because i spend more time with ppl older than me than my peers that i see things in different perspective. i'm excited to grow up because that way my vision is widen and i see more. not that i don't see much now, the school practically blocks any other kind of information other than school-life, college-life because students are way too busy studying and getting involved in what youths would do.

if i were in a dialogue session, my aim would be to make the speaker dumbfounded. haha. most of the time, questions asked in dialogues are often ask or don't ask got no difference. that's because ppl don't care. and it's because ppl don't think deep enough to care. they don't see why they should care because in the first place they don't care. haha. wad a sentence. but anyways, youths are like that, they don't think.

it feels irritating to be around ppl when what they talk about is just so superficial, just so wrong. i wish this situation of the far-sightedness of youths cld be dealt with soon. youths just need to see more because it will not only affect them, it will affect the future leaders of the country. if youths start to think deeply at a young age, they mature faster and don't make silly decisions and stuff like that. it is so evident that many ppl say words for fun without going thru their brain when they discuss abt controversies. it's amusing when u manage to rebut the opponent and leave them at a lost of words. haha.

or maybe i'm just thinking too much.

i'm sorry i took u as a substitute.
we were having a decent conversation, finally.
but,
i felt i wasn't talking to u.