alright.

well...

i wouldn't say a very good day today. but it's good friday. it has to be a gd day and it is a gd day.

prayer mtg was cool, the one before the healing rally. if only the youth prayer mtg were as good. haa. and that brings to memory i'm gonna lead on 30apr.

just felt that the whole sermon was talking abt me. yea. some words hit hard tho. brought back memories. not that i don't want to be remembered by them but they don't affect me now, thank God for that, and just made me realised really, how great God is.

i liked what that guy testified abt his friend. the thing abt staring blankly. how true.

during prayer, things didnt really work out well for me. i couldn't pray in chinese for goodness' sake. i fumbled with chinese words and all that and even tho i could feel the holy spirit moving, i just couldn't say anything. i cldn't find the right words to say in chinese. i wanted to pray in hokkien. haha. coz i feel my hokkien is better than my chinese. ha. but then God told me that i had inconfidence in my prayer because i had inconfidence in my language. so naturally i wldn't have the faith when i prayed. i felt bad not being able to speak in chinese coz i cldn't pray for those in need.

yea. lesson learnt.