wow.

God was great. nono.... God IS great!

i've been a pirate today. haha. u wldn't imagine how many songs i downloaded today. but i was so happy (= hehes...

woke up at 7 just to collect stats notes from raymond this morning. i think that was ridiculous. lol. to think i actually woke up in time to collect my notes. haha. oh boy. bought waffle from prima deli. yumyum.

did gp and stats today. didn't finish anything. just attempted. haha. at least i tried.

then i fell asleep and had that super weird dream. i told lau abt it coz i had no chance of mtg jo. haha. but i think that part abt jo was funny. it was so her. lau was like feeling so weird. haha. coz my dream was so random. lol!

went to church early for dinner. ate fried rice. yumyum. ya. haha. then went for prayer. i think prayer today was cool man. haha. maybe it's coz of the spiritually hyped atmosphere?

ok. i didn't realise my phobia was actually that bad. this phobia of chinese. and i'm not joking. when someone has a phobia of smth, that person will have this very strange feeling in them, repulsive feeling when they face that smth. i think that was what happened last night when i prayed in chinese. it was the repulsive force that affected me. i didn't know i actually hated chinese that much. haha. like today, when they were singing chinese song, i just cldn't feel the peace. like c'mon, ppl are singing christian songs, only in a different language. yet i didn't feel the peace. smth was very wrong. but thank God after much prayer, i not only felt the peace when they sang in chinese, i cld even sing in chinese and feel peaceful (= thank God!

and then healing took place (=

knowing that i've got to leave will change things. it will. i hope i don't have a choice to leave or to stay. if i do, i know God's telling me to leave. i'm sad ps rachel has to leave because of God's calling and i'll be sad to leave if God calls me too. if i leave, i will miss u guys. tho it's only one yr, it was that one yr that changed me and grew me and everything else that made me what i am today (=