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this was the word weiquan used when i asked him about his posting results and he got into njc. haha..

went to study with william again. met him earlier today. think there's smth about studying with him that i don't really feel intimidated by him. haha. if i were studying with someone smarter, i'd be intimidated, if i were studying with someone who needs help, i'd be spending most of the time helping. so it's gd to study with someone so much older afterall. haha. besides, i don't understand what he's studying and neither does he understand what i'm studying.

i think today i wasn't on form. cldn't really do my circular motion tutorial or AC tutorial. *sigh* and finally william asked whether i wanted to go see the malay village nearby. haha. i gladly said yes! haha. of coz la. i'd do anything to get out of doing my tutorials. ya. we didn't get chased out of the malay village. but it was interesting tho, the kampong-like buildings and all that. ahha. they even sold the batumi thing...lol. alot of malay clothes too. v interesting la.

then met jake, reuben and weejun for dinner coz wil was going to meet his ranger friends. haha. i think from now on i'm not going to like study real hard before dinner. else i'd be so hungry yet no idea what to eat for dinner.

today's prayer mtg was smth new for me. everytime we pray "God, let me have a new experience with You everyday." ya. well, God did kinda answer that prayer today. it was just different.

and i left the prayer mtg with a heavy heart. haha. i thot i wld meet rach there and go home tog, but she wasn't in church. ya but tt's not the point. haha. well... there's just like so much clouding my mind now but all i see is void, empty spaces. probably i just don't want to find out what they are and just let life live. sometimes i just wish that the world wld just spin on its own and probably just let me live my own life.

took the church bus home today after much considerations. it's been a long time since i last talked to laureen. (= well, kailing and the rest were being noisy as usual. daniel was exceptionally crappy today. hahaha... lau was so noisy also. to think i wld think of taking the bus to accompany her. haha.. oh boy. ya, i know, i look tired. i always do. george has been saying that since like ever.

sometimes i do.