bus ride

my journey to school today was per norm. i would take the bus to harbour front and take NEL to potong pasir and meet raymond/victor/chenyang at outram. don't ask y guys.

today's course was different. didn't feel sleepy on the rides, probably because i had enough sleep. well, smth happened on the bus ride which was quite unusual, considering the fact that i wasn't even sleepy. well, i saw someone and i thought God was playing a practical joke on me. if i hadn't look closely, i probably would have died of a heart attack or something. definitely not someone i wanted to see at 6am in the morning, not even a resemblance.

and i guess, it's time to trust God, lay everything down at His feet. no doubt i'm worried for my As because it's the first time i actually didn't study and really cramped everything within a month for my prelims, and it's also the first time i felt stressed for an exam. i'm worried that i don't make it to uni.

well, there's always a first for everything. i nv did understand why ppl worry during their exams. well, now i do. and the stress and worry don't just stop there, they accumulate.

it's time to really let go and let God before sudden death. haha.

the same goes for u. it's too late.