changed.

things change from time to time.

working life is indeed different from schooling life. it forces me to grow up, teaches me to present myself well, makes me prioritise things, helps me to appreciate life more, but leaves me little time to spend with my family and the very best, my closest friends.

i've lesser time to spend with my friends because i wake up early, i don't work with them, i go online later than usual now, and i sleep early. i hardly go out too because i've work to do now. ya. that's y it forces me to prioritise my committments.

i don't know if it's good coz i've to think twice when i carry something now. whenever there's a need, i try to help. but this time, it's different. this time i'm thinking whether is it necessary for me to take things into my own hands or just leave it coz God has a different plan from me. haha. i'm thinking too much. but, it's no more under my care... so... all i can do now is pray... i guess...

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