history.

was just thinking about the past for a moment. it isn't glamourous or wonderful. there are things that i've left behind and regretted but as i recall the many things that happen, i'll never understand the purpose behind those, but i believe God has a purpose. He always does.

and God has been faithful. He's always there guiding me through every step. when i'm distracted, He never is. His plan is to build me up and He's never distracted. He's there when i need Him, He's there when i don't feel i need Him.

sometimes, i feel God is smiling at me silently, quietly planning His every move. He's just there watching over me. i feel the peace (=

slowly, i see my past unfolding. i can only be there to help and guide with the knowledge i have. surely, God has a purpose for everything that happens. i would never understand what purpose would God have then but now i know. and God is just so amazing; giving me the courage and wisdom to help.

it's been 3 months so far. 3 very sweet months. i'll never understand the peace that God gives and the patience to wait. i'll never understand the little things that God places in between to guide us and grow us. i'll never understand the wisdom that God gives to mature us. i can only say how much i love God because He never fails. God is great. and i should be taking time everyday to think about His love.

how could i forget His love?