there's a reason for everything that happens.

good or bad, there's a reason for everything that happens.

i asked God today y ppl get good results that they don't deserve and others don't get the results they worked hard for. it has always been in my mind for years. i never did understand y God didn't give ppl results they worked hard for because it was never fair of me to receive good results from God for each major exam. i understood it was God's grace. today i finally understood why God gives ppl results they will be disappointed with.

God gave me a real-life example. he showed me someone who worked really hard for exams but didn't get the results that she deserved. He showed me how she appealed for courses but couldn't get in and ended up in a course that wasn't of her nature and wasn't of her interest. but ultimately, God revealed her passion through that course.

to me, results isn't everything. i was prepared for the worst but God was gracious. He answered both my prayers. mom kept saying i didn't have confidence. of coz i didn't. haha. my life was in a mess and studies was the first thing i gave up during those 2 years in jc. the same happened during my o's and i rmbed i struggled thru my exams. God blessed me with good results too.

i'll never understand why my results are as such. i'll never understand God's grace. but i'll understand that God is leading me to where He wants me to be in life. i just got to honour my promise and trust in Him that things will be alright, as long as God is right in my life. =D