come what may

well. i've finally decided to just let God rule my life. i ain't gonna doubt Him another time. whatever may be, may be. i remember writing this statement in my opendiary: "if life throws stones at u, take it" that was the resolution i made like 1 or 2 yrs ago. yea. everyone has their ups and downs. but nt everyone has a faithful God, or someone to trust their problems to. i can trust my God because He has overcome death. my God is an awesome God. sometimes i just don't understand y with all the mircales He has done in my life, why can't i just trust in Him another time?

yea. i know my God loves me and i love Him too. He's just so amazing and awesome. but i know He doesn't love me alone, God is not a biased God, "For God so loved the world, He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life" John 3:16. one of my favourite verses. God loves the whole world. it's only a matter of whether we believe in Him and call on Jesus. we will be saved.

even if this patch of life is so rough for me, i know i can go thru it coz i know my God will be running the race with me (:

yups. neways, today was like the official promotion day and reorganizing of cells. some cells will be multiplying that is. and some ldrs promoted. yea. i don't know if my fri cell will work out but whatever it is, pray that God's hand will be on everything (: yea. and also, the zone outreach, newcomers' welcome party, youth retreat, leaders' retreat.. *sighs* so many events, so lil time. got meetings, meetings and more meetings! trainings, trainings, and even more trainings! pray that i'll survive thru 2005