smth i learnt.

one day jo was sharing this during cell...

God can answer ur prayer in 5 ways:

1. No. I love u too much.

2. Yes. but u'll have to wait.

3. Yes. but it's not what u expected.

4. Yes. and here's more.

5. Yes. i thot u'd nv ask.

i've had answers from all 5 catogories alr throughout my whole life. i donno. i've alr given the most impt thing in my life to Him. well, so far, ya. haha. if God wants me to wait, i'll wait. i've waited for 3 yrs. i can do it. i've braved thru storms. i can do it!

guess if i were to compare last yr with this yr, God has really blessed me alot this yr. even tho responsibilities are much greater and i haven't got plenty of time to rest, He still holds me by the hand and takes care of me. haha. problems are about the same but now, i deal with different problems. guess i can't take the emotional stress. i almost cldn't. haha. but then thru all these circumstances, i learnt alot. and no one can say anything because it's in me. i've lived thru it.

and i've also learnt. i can't have the best of both worlds. Jesus said "u can't serve both God and money" really. u can't serve 2 worlds. u can't have the best of both worlds. u can't expect life to be a bed of roses. duh. no way. my life was a bed of roses because i took things lightly but i had a price to pay for playing too much. a hefty price too. yea. u can't have like an easy and successful life. of coz u can have it, if ur expectations are minimum lvl. yea. but. u can't have everything in life. ahha. coz, that's life. haha!

yea. and in life, don't expect too much. just like above, God can say "Yes" but He might not give u smth u expected. but all in all, God loves u. how bad a gift can He give u? (=