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haha. was reading my past diary entries that i wrote when i was a kid,like when i was in primary school...haha. v interesting to read these kind of thots i'd pen down with a child-like thinking. haha v interesting. when i read them, i go back to when i was writing those entries and i cld feel what i felt when i wrote those words down. because it was part of my life, i can understand and know my experiences. probably that's why most leaders have to be older than their ppl they take care of so that they can understand the trails they go through and stand by them.

haha. somethings that i've uncovered when reading my diaries was that i was born long-winded. hahahaha... i bored myself out reading my p2 entries. hahahaha...so boring and so long-winded. but i think now, at least i can write stuff that makes sense and are worth writing. haha, that, most of the time i think. haha. eh but now i'm cutting down on words. hahahah...but blogging is a different thing. i blog about anything and everything.

another thing i realised was that i didn't like studying since i was young. hahahhaa... to think i've survived till this day. thank God for His strength. (=

and then, i realised smth as well. haha. smth quite terrible. i started ponning lessons in p6. lol. mebbe to some not that terrible la. but i realised that if u don't do smth to those habits u'd acquirred from young, it'll stay in u unconsciously and become almost permanent. well, thank God i'd stopped swearing and cursing else i think, by now, i'd be cursing and swearing every minute. i realised that speech is the one thing that is so hard to change.it's be so difficult to change the figure of speech that i use now because words just roll off the tongue.

yea. haha but it's good to keep diaries like that. haha. can see what God has been doing in my life. and i am so thankful (= haha but being thankful without actions just mean nth.

haha. i miss simple plan. but thank God there's relient k. and best of all it's a christian rock band. the style's almost like simple plan. cool. i've been missing out alot from my music. yea. i haven't been doing much with my music. my right brain feels so useless now. haven't been drawing, writing music, or daydreaming as often alr. nowonder i get headaches on my right brain. -.-

i think music is just so cool. i don't know why. haha. but thank God for creating music. (=