haha.

well, God DOES have a sense of humour. i do laugh at His jokes but... ultimately i regret what i say. be careful what u pray for... haha...

i'm SO tired. *yawns* i don't want to go to sch 2mr but it's just impossible for mom to let me pon sch. oh boy.

God has been cool the past few days. He hasn't like scolded me for the past few days but i kinda miss that. haha...

i haven't been spending time with God, doing my qt and all that. it's not that i don't want to or just don't feel like it but i just can't coz i'm so tired everyday. i miss those times when i had time to just read God's word slowly and enjoy being in His presence. now i don't even have enough time to sleep. i need to plan my sleep even. what crap is this? ah. but... time management is real important i guess.

i rmb once i told kailing that i'll try not to suan her too much. haha. and thereafter i really didn't like suan her the whole day in church like i used to. now, much lesser. but i realised i have been suaning raymond non-stop. it's becoming a habit. a v bad habit. and i shld stop. haha. hmms...

just don't understand lo. sometimes we get so used to the words we use that we do not realise that they actually do hurt ppl.

just smth to ponder on (=