transparency

"share more leh"

it wasn't really a taboo. it was just smth that i thot unecessary, burdensome and meaningless. true, to share ur views and opinions and experiences do bring ppl closer. but how effective wld it be if i had deem it pointless?

well of coz caring ppl do want to know more about other ppl's lives and what they cld do to help them. it's one of the characteristics a ldr wld need to have. and i understand how it feels like when someone is so concern yet the other party is just so bo chap. and it's kinda what i want to be right now. well, i was like that all along.

when can ppl come to a point of total transparency? well, it's possible with God. but even husbands and wives do not have a 100% transparency between both of them. ppl still keep secrets. i still stand on a one-God-one-man-show in facing all my problems. to say i'd lost confidence wld only be a factor.

haha. but then again, who will care?

sometimes i'd like to say things off the top of my mind. it's gd to get things off my chest. but. it's just impossible to bear the consequences.

escaping. again.