midnight reflections

shou zhen`explicitly implicit. says:
think i'll drive myself crazy studying this hol. haha..

ya. and it's no one's fault except mine for slacking my way through JC1. and happily playing my way through the first few months of JC2, scraping with mere passes for BT1. now, i've got a whole syllabus of physics to catch up with and parts of computing which dr chua taught and i didn't get anything out of it. and to add on the stress, there's math special paper and i'm a 4-subber. i can only thank God for making the right decision of taking double math because it's smth i don't really have to put in much effort in studying.

just what was i thinking when i was slacking? hoping to scrape as well as i did for my o's and pray really hard for God's divine intervention hoping to give a good testimony after my a's? haha...

how silly.

but i nv did regret the slack-and-play part. at least i had gd memories to share during my jc life(= and stuff that normal ppl wouldn't dare do in sch like gaming and ponning lectures big time. haha... plain defiance i know.

now i've successfully instilled in me the need to study. i'm so going to wake up early to study 2mr.