nothing much.

haven't been blogging for a long time. yea. for about 4 days now?

well, nothing really interesting happened recently. yea. same old same old. i didn't expect much either. i just wanted a quiet weekend (= i miss being at home. i miss talking to my parents and granny when she comes over. i miss having late night talks with my sis. we still do once in awhile but ever since my school moved 1 hour further, i do not spend as much time at home as before. not that i'm complaining that i do not have enough time to mug. once again, i do not mug. the most, i revise and do my tutorials for a few hours and then slack. but i'm missing out alot on life. is life mainly to study? i sincerely doubt so. life is not all about studying. so what if u get the 4As? so what if u get full marks for everything and get a scholarship? life would be meaningless if we do not enjoy life and really treasure the things around us. as for me, life would be meaningless without God.

i did somethings lately and i wonder whether what i did was right. a verse came to me but it sort of came in out of defence. and then what God spoke to me came to mind. i'm indeed in a dilemma now. so what do i listen to? God's voice or God's word? i wish God would just come down in front of me and just tell me what to do and how to do. all i know is that God's words and His voice will not contradict each other.

ha. i think i'm beginning to love to read God's words. pretty interesting. if only i knew more verses (=

it's the times when u felt that u needed someone to talk to yet the people who are there for u won't understand it.