YOU are the reason i live

20060610

easy

so easy to go back to familiarality
take the easy way out.
isn't that what i always wanted?
to fall back to the darkness
where i'd lived and bond
live back the past
dwell in comfort
when everyday is just
"what if i die 2mr?"

suicide.yes.

because that's where nobody knows
what i've been through
what crap life has given to me
what struggles tormented me
because no one cares

this is not a death note.

shouzhen lived 00:55

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