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strange

strange how it all seems.
have i had not enough of sermons
preached over and over again
touching on the raw spot that hurts
so much that i have to let go
to overcome each obstacle and problem
as life goes on
struggling with the desires of the heart
falling and picking myself up again
i recalled having disobeyed
intentionally and rebelliously
knowing the consequences
yet i chose the wrong way
so dumb i think i was now
but i'm facing the same
situation that's bothering me now
i'm conscious
i know where i am
i'm running away
and i chose to run
indescribable
feelings that torment and pierce
only to realise it's the consequences
of the wrong things that i've done
i'd seen it coming
but i wanted my way
so there
i'm running around chasing my own tail
how i wish
singapore had longer summers
holidays that never will end
to take a break from this crap
isolation will do me good
away from the world
and die alone

shouzhen lived 21:34

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it's alright when God hits a raw spot.
it reminds us that there are issues in our lives that we need to surrender to God.

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it's alright when friends fail us.
it reminds us to trust on God because He never fails.

it's alright when we feel inadequate in our service to God.
it reminds us that we are not to lean on our own strength but to lean on God.

it's alright when friends do not understand us.
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it's alright when we fall in our walk with God.
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