mooo-ooood

daniel shared on what ps ken shared during the last morning of tertiary camp - right feelings, right thoughts, right actions.

and i thought what ps ken shared was really really true.

before yesterday, i was happy and all unstressed. but after ytd, i think little changed, mebbe a bit changed. maybe it was because i went prayer mtg? hmm...

but yea. i saw someone ytd but i quickly brushed the thought away. i thought nth would happen and nth did happen anyway. it was just a moment of mixed feelings. took the yishun bus coz i haven't been talking to lau for a v long time and i thought it was a good opportunity. and it was good (= hehs. real glad that there's lau around. haha. and the train ride back to clementi made me do some thinking too. and prolly that worsen my mood a little. haha. so that explained why i was so super sian last night.

what daniel shared today was really good. during praise and worship, the thoughts came back too. but i dont have a reason to dwell on all these thoughts when i can focus on other things. it's not that i'm going to lie to myself or anything because everything's over. i'm living my life now and i shouldn't be dragged down by all these. it's time to sleep on the inside of the bed and not on the edge (=