a new phase

i've reached a point in my life where i can't stand still anymore; i just have to keep going on and on.

the last 2 days at chalet was just great. i didn't have to care about anything at home....

i just have to keep going, keep going, keep growing...

and i have to remind myself everytime that even God rested on the seventh day when He created the heavens and the earth. i need to rest too.

sometimes i feel like giving up. but it's always during these times that God shows the fruits of my labour. it's always times when i feel discouraged that i see something growing in my members' lives, something changing and it pulls me back together again. it's the little things that keeps me going and even a few sentences of what they did in school make me smile. it's so hard to impart something into the kids' lives but when they start to change and draw closer to God, lifting their hands during worship, they really warm my heart. for all these, it's worth all the struggles, prayers, tears and worries. and not to forget, they were the reason i came back (=

it's true; i've got a living hope that's everlasting. (=