amazing

i think God has been really great this week, sustaining me every week rather. it's thursday, prayer meeting day and every thursday is a new experience, every prayer meeting day is a new experience. i haven't been thanking God lately but today, there's just so much i wanna thank God for.

it's been sometime since i missed prayer mtg due to mission trip, bible emphasis and last week's region camp. today is the first prayer mtg after my mission trip and it's the first time that i actually went in late. haha. it's also the first time alan and i went prayer mtg together. certainly, it's a new experience. all i can say that God was really awesome in the place. there were a million and one words in my head to just talk to God and to praise Him but all i could manage to was to savour His beauty and that's something i've been missing these few weeks - to just enjoy the presence of God. instead of increasing ur bible knowledge and increase ur spiritual knowledge, sometimes all we need is just to enjoy the sweet presence of God. and i could just feel God's presence pass me. and also, it will be the first of many many prayer meetings alan and i are gg to attend (=

at the altar call, i saw daniel's parents. it wasn't the first time i saw them at the altar and it wasn't the first time that i saw their desire to seek God. i'm appalled by their desire to seek God and am very touched by them. it encourages me that parents are never too old to seek God and learn to draw near to Him. it makes me very happy to see my members blessed with parents who have the desire to seek God. it also encourages me because that's what i wanna do 20, 30 years down the road - to grow with God (=

and yet sometimes, God does things to remind me that He is real and still present in my life. what He revealed today wasn't something pleasing but still something i wanna thank God and it warms my heart to say that this is really my purpose in life. i remember faintly asking God for a purpose in my life and somehow telling God what my purpose in life would be. haha. true, God did answer and i guess and hope, people are blessed (=