faith.

Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.
Hebrews 11:1

this is the verse that God reminded me of when the mission team was praying before prayer mtg, the day before we flew to philippines. it really gave me faith to believe in God again for His faithfulness on me. God has been very faithful to me during this whole trip and even now as i come back to singapore. truely, when something is being committed into God's hands, God will take very good care of it.

sometimes i feel myself not trusting God enough. be it thinking i'm going against God's will, God will not take care of me, or even if i'm doing God's will, God will not bless me much. i need to remind myself that not everything is certain in life. i've been so used to making decisions that will never go wrong that when i'm stuck between 2 unknowns, i can't decide because i wouldn't know the consequences. sometimes i just got to trust God.

and God has been amazingly faithful because i never thot how He could be faithful in times like this. today God showed me how He could open hearts, not just 1 but 3. i never thot people would actually be happy.

it's gonna be a long journey ahead. i don't know how my story will continue but i believe God will carry me through (=