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after gp, i self-declared end of sch =D hahahaha

hahahhas. this is the SECOND time i'm writing this entry. coz this ie error suddenly came up when i was going to finish -.- yea. maybe i wrote too many mean things already.

hahahas okays..cut the story short. i skipped 3 math lessons today. and i feel so guilty. haha!! i haven't been attending math lects and tuts since last last wk. yea. got back my fmb test paper today. thank God i passed!! LOLS i didn't study. honest. when i did 'corrections' earlier, the qns i didn't know how to do during the test seemed so ez -.- like what was i doing all along?? haha oh wells.. the 2 tests i was so afraid to fail. ok. not exactly afraid, but expected to fail, passed. i think i'm going to fail my fma next. lols

yups. now i know not whether to cont with computing, take econs or suffer with chem. i DIDN'T want to take comp initially but mom told me to take coz 1st 3 months. and y not? since i spend almost all my life at the com. yea. ok. i admit. comp was fun at first. coz of mr yit and all that. until mrs tan(is that her name?) came to take over for algorithmns. YES. comp was so boring after then. yea. and i totally don't understand my pseudocodes and for-loops.. hahas. oh wells. i give up on comp already. it's either i totally forget abt comp, or take another subj. hahas but seriously, i hadn't thought of this until jingngei msged me this morning that kkh was coming to sa. and he'll take comp. evidently. i'd rather suffer with some other subjs than be with him for another 2 yrs..lols

yups. then went bugis with rena, anita, marie. went to eat then take post cards and neoprints. as usual. oh ya. saw anne and zhihui also. haha. i think they called my name like a million times b4 i responded. hahahas!! oh wells. ya. then bought coloured paper to fold cranes and stuff and went home.

oh ya. the last time i heard someone who wanted to take CLA, i called her a freak. yea. cherie. haha and she is taking CLA now. -.- and guess what? my best friend also wants to take CLA.-.- all right! i admit! i have freak best friends!!! oh wells..hahas. yea. if shouzhen were to ever take CLA, the sky wld drop, the heavens wld part and the earth wld tremble. hahahahahahah!!!

oh ya. jon wrote me a testimonial. haha so crap. -.- lols talking to kam now. honestly, i'm so happy when i saw that 6 for HCL. coz in my whole life. that's the only thing i can dream for. a pass in hcl. hahas. thank God! (:

yea. then again, i owe it all to God. He made me realize so many things. like what jo said. nv doubt God. even if it sounds weird, nv doubt Him. God made me bz during the whole hol not to stress myself out but to give me rest. like the whole wk, i didn't like ponder seriously on why He took away my grand aunt and stuff coz i didn't have the time to. but by the end of the wk, He just took away all my problems miraculously and ya. now i feel so free, so light. (: thank God! (: just so amazing la.

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